[
10/29/2004
|11:53 PM]
[ Current Mood | blah ]
[ Current Music | Liang Jing Ru - Fly Away ]
dang. reading a lot of people's blogs, all of them writing about the class and their last day of sch. realli wanna cry liao ;( ok 2d. its a special class in aphelion becos its called the "pilot" class for ip crap, the top ten people from each class in sec one goes to 2d. yahh. so its all the qiang zhe. every term get 1st position in level that type. and of cos mug alot. hmm. however, we also excel in loads of aspects, leadership, u have 2 aphelion exco members here and *erhm 1 quartermaster, in sports, we have the school's fastest guy, canoeing captain, javelin champ, scrabble champ (sports?), and in character, 7 out of 11 price reciepients for HAT award came from 2d. so we gotta be proud of ourselves.
hmm. still remembered myself in january. complete strangers. hah. to think i got a feeling i will hate this year. well it just passed and it rockked! today we got back our report book. believe it or not. 23 1.00s in our class. haiz. im 24th. wad de.. chao stupid la. its like the whole class qualified for triple science, last was 1.83 lor. then took loads of photos including that class photo. yahh. 2004 rox.
alvin aw OWW! hmm they call u the big head garoupa and i see why. this guy got the highest score for science and maths in term 2 and term 3 i think. yr brain has substance.. and mass. din really get to know u, but nice being clsmates yahh. =)
chia jone jonees! hmm canoeing captain lehh, bt lose to sec one in competition.. zi bei lahh. this guy is 183, haiz. so zai. msg 1.00. hahah. looking forward to being in the same class next year! treasurer!
sean seanny babeh. the next dm rite? drum major or wadsoever. sean is gay. faggorty gay. but hes cute, just like the sean from st stephens! and always get slapped by us. think he got trauma le. the attack in the cinema. zham his URHM. but always competing with my marks. cant believe he won me in maths this year round. nvm, your science not bad lahh =)
wei hong this guai lan guy.. huh. got girlfriend liao huh.. this guy ahh, u see he like bo chap his studies, think he got 1.00 in term 1 and 2. that bastard. snatch pple's chance during hat award interview, summarizing indeed! |:
huang pei PEI! this
china pig fella is erm vertically challenged but not horizontally porporionate, if u know what i mean. k lahh, we will try not to niao u so much next year. just erm change your tone and dun get into fights so easily, yahh and eat less, exercise more =P
zhen jie dunno who look at ms pek and tumbled down the stairs... this guy is also another leader in our class. zhen jie is rumoured to be dating _ _ _ .. hmm. sean's boyfriend. hrmph! ok just do well for orientation k.
to be continued
/shiwei
[|11:23 PM]
2D'04. we rule. muggers. =P
/shiwei
[|11:23 PM]
me and tingwei. hey daph! first time im looking at the cam!
/shiwei
[
10/27/2004
|10:10 PM]
[ Current Mood |
nothing ]
[ Current Music | Pan Wei Bo - Kuai Le Chong Bai ]
im depressed. real depressed. hahah, i think the impact was never so big before. serious. perhaps it was because i took it dead seriously. hahah. the message came at 7.40am, before the basketball match. i was almost crying, hahha. but cant do so in front of zhiguang and yuguang. so yahh tried to forget. hahah. basketball match against 2c sucked, we lost 16-43, partly cos of me. i couldn concentrate at all, all i got was just 4 points, two pushes from tingfeng and two cuts by samuel on the wrist. hahah. i had enought lahh, din wan to pull the class down, so i left quietly on my own. walked around the school and finally settled at concourse where the ortus carnival was, i saw the sust stall and decided to help. hahah. after like 45 mins, i was on my way again. to where, i dunno. haha. the loss was too much for me to take lahh. but theres no choice, i cant do anything, and i wun do anything. perhaps i should really take e 3rd choice, shave my hair like zhenxiang's and become a nerd from now on, studies all the way, once the school bell rings, i run to the busstop and take the fastest bus home and i will run home, put down my bag, open the textbook and memorize the facts. yahh maybe that will do. hahah. i realized that its worth it sacrificing so much, who cares if you dun get your love back. its sometimes good to love without being loved. at least the person you love gets twice the happiness. but i realized i was the one doing this all the while. and its not really cool as well. well im not asking u to come back or wadever, just erm GET AWAY FROM MY LIFE. i would never want to see you ever again. -runs to the toilet and splashes water onto face
anyway, played table tennis with tingwei till 7pm yesterday, the school was like dead empty real scary. ping pong is actually fun.. hmm. not bad, looking forward to the next match. i dunno whether tingwei felt the same as i did when we played, i took the game dead serious cos i thought much more was at stake. not just the game but all the rivalry we had. its really ironic dat although we both contrast each other in every aspect, we are still best friends. serious, i hate him to the core and i totally agree with suayu, and im really amazed i could still hold on till so long. hah. friends forever. i know im gonna like strain our friendship but pal dis is wad i feel.
im gonna get a zen touch soon!! whee! ok maybe ipod mini. but ipod is out! cannot afford =( haiz.. $500 for HAT award lehh.. im talented. congrats to those who got it as well, im sure u guys will excel even further in the next year. a new and exciting year awaits us! triple science, special programmes. hah. roxors.
/shiwei
[
10/25/2004
|10:59 PM]
sean and yuguang.. watch where they put their hands..
/shiwei
[|10:55 PM]
shiwei and yuguang =)
/shiwei
[|10:52 PM]
[ Current Mood |
fucked up ]
[ Current Music | nothing. ]
hrmph. just had sust meeting today with gastric. i couldn concentrate on what jack and the rest were presenting on. spent the 3 hrs pressing against my tummy, fuck i need food. haiz, structure change. why must everything change? caused so much confusion and driving everybody to their graves. but theres no choice, its inevitable, ip - another platform the huazhong can fight on and practically trash the r.i.p, so much for being the top. so the only thing we can do is to come up with proposals so that the change would not be too drastic. but its all too cheem for me to digest. and the meeting was like a blasting session too. i cant stand it anymore. i caused my advisors to get a scolding, kai han was stripped off his os post, chern wei got blasted for not co-ordinating the handing up of consent forms for 4 people. wad is dis. now i really wonder, since im so unhappy here, why not just quit next year?
i sometimes hate myself for becoming a councillor, my parents are against it, and nobody pointed a gun at my head, forcing me to join. yett, i still went on with it and even came to sust. hahha. nice joke. i thoughtt my passion developed from orientation for huazhong could overcome all obstacles. hah. another joke. i was not even prepared, the first project i handled. founders day and i did it quite well. i really thought i was gonna excel in union. another joke. i screwed the rest of the events, slc, track and field, investiture. wad else. i even lost the political fight. hahah. now im os of orientation, what if i screw this up? sometimes i look at xuanyi and i really wanna throw that badge all the way down to the ground floor. he's an aphelion councillor, he does his union work well, and can go home and enjoy like any other normal student. hah. its like everyday after school is all devoted to union. like today, eoy activities ended at 12. everyone else went off, xuanyi and gang played soccer, yu guang went to hun with sean and zhen jie, and i had to wait at general office till 4 for that meeting. hah. its just the opposite of wad i thought union life would be. anybody understands how i feel?
anyway i took some pics with my
gay classmates. wheee. =)
/shiwei
[
10/20/2004
|11:14 PM]
whee. had x-country today. real proud of my achievements. im not really sure about my exact position. but stanley ng said i was rather fast, erm like 14th-18th. so its quite good liao lahh, cos considering im not in track and my knee is still like sprained. and im glad i won some posers like stanley tan lol. yahh, and sj i beat u.. whahahah. ok shall not be too cocky. ncc had two in top ten, jared and zhixing. kudos. den followed by yuhan and stanley, den me den shuoxian. not bad le lahh. in the 6 representing 2d, i was 6th =( hehehx. chia jone fell twice lorr, and twice i was there for him ^_^ but he was bleeding like mad..
after x-country, hanlin, zhiguang, kangjie, yuguang and i went safra yishun to bowl, walked quite far. and thanks to sean for lending me his clothes, but blast him for choosing john lee over us. faggot. we will all dao u, you gay. called me halfway in bowling, saying that u miss me. although i do too, but u suck. dao liao..
hahah, den i realized my knee was really damn pain, so i went to the zhong yi at ann siang hill. although tingwei wanted me to go back to school to settle level day stuff, he understood my situation. yahh thnx os. but i did do what im supposed to do, and it was well done. i thought that erik was being damn unreasonable, not letting the ot go until he sees the ppt presentation, which was at home with me, i tried like dunno how many ways to send it over, 50mb, not easy. no gmail, no hotmail, ftp server also cannot. i even sent him the picture of the error as proof, yet he even accused me of not doing it and trying to lie. wadever. so i got so pissed and slammed the phone on him. and he finally let ot off, tingwei rushed to my house and it was like 8pm le. nvm, i showed him the ppt and wala, complete.
i hate people who doubt me, especially my passion towards the union. hahah. i am like so unhappy working in union, really thought of quitting. but think of the number of people i would be letting down, seniors.. teachers and myself so no way. 2mr's the day, hope i dun stammer and stuff.. yahh.
/shiwei
[
10/18/2004
|8:43 PM]
[ Current Mood |
calm ]
[ Current Music | Bowling For Soup - 1985 ]
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well haven blogged for a few days le. finally can settle down and type a decent post. last saturday was our school's open house and i stayed overnight in school to help out with the preparations the night before. and i really worked hard i must say, i first had the mentality that since its just a proed council event, i could just slack lahh, and even thought of ponning like all the aphelion councillors did. xuanyi, nicholas, zhenjie and co. poneed pre-event to go watch new police story.. :S wadever. after weighing the factors i decided to stay in school to help lahh. hmm and in the end got preached by xuanyi, he said i was too devoted to the union and had no life. wadever?! hmm i have no life. well at least its better den his lahh. we finished work at 9+ and had chicken rice for dinner, yahh feltt the proed "warmth" lol. those laming around, and mr goh their council mentor was real good, kept buying tidbits and drinks for us, even brought scary movie 3 for our viewing. in the end, the sust pple that stayed back couldn tahan and slept in lt4, like our poor president, who seemed to sleeptalk. hmm. at 12.30am, we moved to ops room to sleep becos the ppts presentation were done. it was so freaking cold, smsing some pple and went to sleep. and our dear president was realling sleeptalking, and freaked everybody. yahh and me too, erik said i was tossing, and slammed his face. and he let out a loud 'ouch' and woke me up, though i was still in a daze. brr. ok the actual day, i was assigned in tours. so had to bring pple around la basically, and was in the most pia one, ep3 tours. so i took like 5 tours?! which was i think the most liao... my legs were like aching. den i saw so many pple playing badminton, decided to play badminton too. teamed with yeow/nic/stan yahh and i landed awfully while attempting a jump smash, my knee was in pain, but kinda ignored it cos it was normal. somehow the pain hasn subsided till now, and i think things aren that easy. i was told to go to a zhong yi, but i din dare lahh. hmm. may have to withdraw for cross country.
okayy. i also had my apprasial on friday. just some thoughts, i know i din do well in union this year. not exactly like wad i promised during our investiture, but pls do not doubt my passion towards union. thats the last thing that pple can beat me, u can snatch my power, u can kill me politically, but u can never steal that flame in me. yahh all those bastards out that, just watch out for i will strike back 2mr, so what if i dun get awards, so wad if i dun get any support, u will never beat me. i have thought about it, i WANT to go junior council, and im sure u want to, so come on lets compete. im not scared. cos u suck. totally.
okayy dun talk about stupid stuff again. had paper checking today, science totally rockeed. hehehz. sean ahh. last in class. =P well i couldn be much happier with that result. then english, when i received marks for first two sections of paper 2, i was top lehh. in the end top became flop. haiz. 65 for the paper. bt nvm lahh, only 2 a2s. den maths got 63/80, not really happy. cos i got loads of careless mistakes lahh. and i cant believe seanny babeh actually won me!
oh well. the gang wentt to cine to watch white chicks! yay! sean, kang jie, zhi guang, yu guang and zhen jie plus me. yahh. roxors. sean got raped thru-out the show. lol. he deserved it. =P hmm. never had that much fun in quite a while le. hahah. gonna take photos on thurs with them. 2d'04 rox, at least the fun grp of the class rox. cant believe so many pple actually started asking teachers for next year's syllabus to start mugging. fugg dem lahh. we din mug also a1. i despise u guys.
white chicks was another bitchy/horny show. yahh. but one speech was quite nice. one girl likes one guy but that guy din even notice her effort in dressing up and treats her as a spare tyre. "sometimes i feel like i could change places with him so that he can feels how painful it is. i spend thousands on dollars on this dresss so that he could just take another extra look at me. i spend hours putting make up so that he could be closer to my heart." gee kinda sad lahh.
thats it. i waited too long liao. dun regret this. cos i won't.
/shiwei
[
10/14/2004
|2:33 PM]
[ Current Mood |
angry ]
[ Current Music | Jerry Yen - Di Xing Yin Li ]
real pissed off. ive no luck with teachers this year.. hmm. dunno wad happened. cos me to fail in union and studies. ok. i hate you. huh. in front of me, praise me, den behind refuse to give me anything. i despise you, strategy eh? huh, i knew he was going to overtake me one day because he had you to back him, i knew that although i am up there in black and white, im like nothing because of you. you made him grow so strong, recommending him to everything, telling him everything. have u ever considered how i felt. and u asked me to think it over. yahh i thought it during the journey back, i realised i have achieved nothing concrete this year, huh, it was a mistake joining too early, i tot i could learn lots of things. but no. nothing. i only got constant niaoing by you, and teachers just had higher expectations of me, everything i do not up to standard but better den the rest, still get scolding. and its double the scolding.
i've told myself a lot times that i can just ignore u, ignore how u treat him, and of cos ignore him. but no, i am his best fren, go to sch everyday with him, how can i like suddenly fan lian? i just cant do it. but seriously i dun deserve this kind of treatment, and he won me liao. that has always been your wish rite? okk. i tell u, i wan to quit liao. next year, so wad if seniors expect more from me next year? so what. im like so fucked up up here, why should i work if im not even happy? huh. my enthusiasm and passion has been always there, and you always doubt me. huazhong spirit, so this is what u meant by the huazhong spirit. gee.
hah. okayy finally said what i wanted to. if you can interpret, good for you. if u cant u can ask me. yahh, ill be glad to tell u. ok. shall not think of it, makes my blood boil. anyway, congrats to tingwei for the nomination. :) :S hah. oral defence rockeed. i din screw up, din stammer and yahh i played my strategy well. woo hoo. shud be able to get an a1 lehh. after od, ran to track to run with the ncc peeps. target was 12 rounds round the track, ks gave up after 1 round -.-, jared and gwee after 6 rounds, me after 7, stan after 8 and well yuhan after 10. so blehh, guess we were tired. so went hcjc canteen. that asshole prata uncle cheated my money, he din give me back change, and when i rmbered he feigned ignorance. fine wdv. so 4 bucks liddat gone.
went to help the ncc peeps with their od.. =P esp ks lol. let him take my QnA script. yahh. then.. aiyah dun wish to talk about it. now gonna mug chinese. last paper le. whee.
/shiwei
[
10/13/2004
|10:59 PM]
whee. last few days have not been sleeping well, or shall i say not getting enough sleep. yahh because of some worries. then ended up ystd i was walking halfway then i knocked against the lampost. kangjie asked me whether fun or not. dat basket. yahh then my head was like spinning. blehh. i was falling asleep during science paper, lol. heheh. but nvm i like the new strategy, start to study at 11pm, pia all the way till like 3am, den sleep. next morning get ready for exam. it has been working for me this round so im trying it again 2mr.
but somehow my head like very heavy when i woke up this morning, 7am btw. so i played runescape, getting addicted le. heeX. den at around 8am, i was worn out liao. really very frightened about my low battery, so fast flat liao, so i went back to sleep. den i woke up at 10+, i ate breakfast and felt tired again. oh mann. something is sure not right. but i din sleep. heheh.
today was a sian day lorr. din go out, everybody preparing for tomorrow's oral defence. im gonna memorise script later. not realli worried cos i have planned my strategy. whahaha. 3 more days. nope 2 more days! while others are like playingg, and watching MOVIES...
/shiwei
[
10/12/2004
|12:07 AM]
[ Current Mood |
exhuasted! ]
[ Current Music | silence. ]
heehee. shall post my entry lahh. if not pple say i cheat her feelings :) i was counting down to the end of my bdae. and i had a few pple to pei me. but im most thankful for that one person. lemme sit with you. hehheh.
well. i dunno. i told myself to stick to my decision. its so darn hard to say no. hmm. 2mrs sci exam, and im nt mugging. im going to attitude liao. cos wad i feel for lss is just hatred lahh. huh. 2mr 8 pple sitting, and im one of them. not because i cannot, but because u din want me to. ok finee. im going to fail and let u see how stupid i am.
so im 14 liao. thank you for all who rmbered and also for those who din rmb.. hahha. lemme see. the first person dat wished me was xinying =P 12.02am and the last was yuan chang 11.47. heehee. and yahh thank you all for the present. esp that last present i got. hahah. lamee.
maths was easy!! yay. shud be an a1 lahh. the saturday i spent at ang mo kio paid off sia! and thanks a lot to xinying and xinying! heheh. i was also kinda lucky lahh, the linear question was optional so i did the other one, which i got correct! hehehe. and kang jie i dunno how i got tan 35.. hmm. oh wells. chinese paper 1 was quite hard lahh. for me. cos i really din prepare much. focused too much on maths le. oh well. just scrape a pass and ill get an a1. lol, so slack.
4 more days. and i am free.
/shiwei
[
10/10/2004
|10:10 PM]
[ Current Mood |
accomplished ]
[ Current Music | 5566 - Easy Come Easy Go ]
today was chao slack, partly cos i was worn out mentally lahh. spent the past few nights doing maths, lastt nite the numbers flew again. im like hallucinating.. brr
- shakes head.. now chatting with sean the blind biatch. its gonna be 4-0 soon..
watched the last episode of yi tian tu long ji just now, it was so touching. actually zhiruo not bad lehh. as in her looks also lahh. hmm. shall buy the vcd after the exams. wuji so draggy. haiyohh, always happen lahh.
i was like playing runescape from 7am to 3pm. den i started studying maths, feels accomplished now. i finished revision paper 4,5. 1995, 1996, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003 test paper. -pants. oh well now im doing 2004 mock paper. blast the linear. i feel smart now! yay mann. so now im worried about chinese. bao zhang bao dao.. haiz.
/shiwei
[
10/09/2004
|10:26 PM]
[ Current Mood |
excited ]
[ Current Music | Blue - Guilty ]
real beat now. but i shall not succumb to this fatigue im feeling now! gotta peservere!! 1.00 or bust! whoa.. okayy i plan to start on chi paper one template and memorise the descriptive paragraphs. den 2mr do oral defence and a last revision of maths and wala. im off to the second day of the battlefield. went ang mo kio library to study maths with the 2 xinyings today. actually could be on time, but arrived 2 hrs late. dunno why. but had to waste another 40 cents, got kinda pissed by that attitude so i attitude back. cannot ah?
problem 2. i din know how to get to the library from ang mo kio mrt. xinying told me to drop at yio chu kang den go main road take 852, 851 or 857. the thing is where is the main road?? oh mann. i walked in one direction where most pple walked and realized im heading towards nanyang poly so i went one big round back to the mrt station and smart enough, i remembered it was ang mo kio ave 6 so i went to take any bus there. hmm then i saw someone that looked like xin ying walking to the library, and later found out it was her indeed. ok. hmm was overwhelmed by the library's size.. compared to bukit panjang. sheesh. so i did indices, algrebraic manipulation and showed xinying how i failed my tests bt reassured her that i improved in the later part. they were unconvinced.. hmm.. nvm. shall show them what i am capable of achieveing on monday. i shall stress again monday is a special day!! and xinying proved that she was good in maths indeed.
the trip back to yishun was i think the most fun part for me.. cos erm i was like so cold back den. yahh. daryl ahh.
ok was quite a fruitful day lahh. also received my first present!! heehe from vicki, its a ring with my name engraved on it. special. yahh thanks a lot for remembering my birthday. ok shall continue to mug.
and oh mann, im totally speechless. the message i brought across was totally mixed up and turned out to be a joke. omg. nvm lahh, this shown that the decision i made was correct, and i shall stick to it. i realized i've waited for too long and its time for me to move on. u din cherish me, its all too late now, i tot i could do anything for u but today proved me wrong. sorry.
man man lai. - quoted by =P
listened to a rather old song just now.
王心凌 - 当你
如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉我已经说再见
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
如果有一天 梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远 你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天 我们都发觉
原来什么都可以 无论是否还会停留在这里
也许可是让我想得太多 也许该回到没我
梦里和相遇 就毫不犹豫 大声的说我要说
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
啦 啦
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
啦 啦
/shiwei
[
10/08/2004
|9:00 PM]
[ Current Mood | ]
[ Current Music | ]
yet another commercial break initiated by gurmit, so cruel. chris and david standing there on the stage. i hope chris gets in! i cant believe that jerry got in as well. ohh mann. brb. its backk on! and yes! chris stays. roxors mann. my mum supports him. my dad supports maia. and sis supports olivia.. hmm i am pro-sylvester!! and always kena niaoed by nicholas loh and kang jie. just like in school, before paper 2. niaoed me till im speechless. oh well let the bad boy prove u wrong !
today was first day of exams. thank god it finally begun. and it was rather easy. yayy. i wrote descriptive for paper 1. imagine you are an elevator, describe a typical day. hmm yahh i think i perved too much, described a pretty girl.. =P ok nvm. and i cheekopeh too. and paper 2 was okayy except for the editing think. think im gonna get an a1. whee. =P kangjie looked rather solid and confident in his compo, i think i might not win him. haiz. oh well. 4 more paper and its the holidays. monday is a special day =)) chi paper 1 and maths. gonna mug maths later and tomorrow =)) whee hyper liaoo.
ok cannot reveal anything. and just realized exams without the humans is so relaxxing, thought about last yr when i was brain dead after memorizing the history dates and geog notes. omg. luckily it din happen this year. chs so slack. the tests are actually harder than exams. so i swear that im going to be a nerd next yr. mug till my eyeballs drop out. 1.00 or nothing.
anyway, ive started on class t-shirt design bt i cant figure out how to do the blob thingie. hmm. hafta try harder.
oh well.
/shiwei
[
10/07/2004
|7:30 PM]
[ Current Mood |
cheerful ]
[ Current Music | Cyndi Wang - Hua De Hun Shan ]
din blog yesterday. i went into depression and slept at 9. somehow this feeling is nott the same as the usual attacks. my heart felt like a stone, no matter how hard i try to lift it up, there seems to always be an impression there. hmm. oh well, so yahh i got kinda pissed off. and tingwei's sms had to come. "ur tingwei got slapped thrice by someone." hahah and i was mugging halfway, so i got kinda worried cause i tot tingwei offended some acsi guy by snatching his girl or something at kap so i called her. it turned out that that tingwei got "slapped" by his scgs friend. hm, wad the hell, they were just playing?! and yahh tingwei smsed me "Crap.. just kena whack a lot by jia yun and co.. Sheessh.. feeling so zi bei" AS IN WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY? oh gd lor? oh u must be having fun? wad is dis lahh. so i scolded him badly. hahah. anyway he din mean any harm so i apologized shortly after.
ok so im feeling much better now thanks to my group of friends in school. these few. kangjie.sean.zhenjie.chiajone.douglas.yuguang.sengyeow and mingwei. heheh. the first 4 for the laming and crapping and of cos g*ying. and sean, my URM still hurts after that attack =) and zhenjie, im sure yr butt still aches lahh =P oh well so happened that the 5 of us are almost exempted from english. heehee. so 2mr would be the SHEN SHI JUE ZHAN! im gonna top the class again like what i did last year, and im sure with my intelligence and with english as my forte, it should be as easy as ABC. oh no maybe just AB. erpz lame.
douglas for the CHAOS he created in class. during recess he was like spraying everyone with water with MY water bottle. and yahh everybody got back at him, and lol. he was really drenched. yu guang for the vulgarities lol its true. sengyeow for the several chapteh sessions and i won ya! mingwei because of his constant niaoing, " Shi Wei go study for ENGLISH..." and yahh happy holidays yuan chang! we will see you like only on next next wednesday on cross country.
hahah. so lame. and
kangjie nicholas lim still remains top on my list! =P
and kj, i do like her. okayy. so everybody, the battle starts tomorrow! and yahh be victorious, cos most of the students have no problem getting 1.0. do not lose out to them cos it will do like massive damage to u.
GOOD LUCK.
/shiwei
[
10/05/2004
|8:24 PM]
[ Current Mood |
demoralized ]
[ Current Music | Blue - Best In Me ]
alyssa chia!!
blehh. tingwei is on the phone with himself, hes been at it for like 45 minutes.. omg. hes obsessed! actually no lahh, testing her science for her paper tomorrow, and its like im beside him listening attentively to his questions and can answer most of them within a split second, not exagerating.. and tingwei was laggin.. =P dunno how she will survive her paper tomorrow. but still as an ex-classmate, gd luck girl, u need it =) diffusion and osmosis. hmm. and tingwei was so niao lahh, gep syllabus is so different yet he wasn liu qing.. hmm. if i were tingwei, i might break down and cry lahh, as in i would feel so zi bei.. hm.
three more days to first paper!! english. im nt at all afraid... till today. i got back my assignment, remember the one i anyhow do one.. yahh i gotten an all-low score of 45/80, i was feeling gd as i din cheat like some pple and i thought it wasn counted in year end. BT IT IS. i was bloody hell shocked. wad de hell. so i originally had to get 51 for year-end to get an a1, but now i need a 63!! not that i cannot but omg its like not worth it.. oh well, one must be responsible of what one does. =P i shall bear the consequences of my folly.
and i was hyper in the morning. blehh daoed xinying again on the bridge. i was like looking down, so obviously and purposely den we were at the two ends, about to walk down, den she purposely also exclaimed to the other xinying "SHIWEI dao me again." I was !? and answered back 'wad..". hehhe rox. lets do it again tmr! lame..
oh well im like becoming beixi's geog revision dummy and i love it when ppl ask "eh whens yr hist/geog/lit exam?" and i would just answer "huhh. wad hist/lit/geog?" and would talk about the ever-so-cool integrated humanities. blehh.
an example :
[09:21:15 PM] because- ara: you all take geog eoy le?
[09:21:32 PM] shiwei ][ : huhh. wad geog. we dun have geog for eoy.
[09:21:44 PM] because- ara: !
[09:21:57 PM] because- ara: your sch sucks man. geog is like rock lore
(:
[09:22:11 PM] shiwei ][ : hmm we take geog as CAs onli..
[09:22:23 PM] shiwei ][ : yupp nott to mention no history and lit
for eoys too
[09:22:30 PM] shiwei ][ : and yahh basically NO HUMANITIES.
[09:22:37 PM] because- ara: your sch sucks.
[09:22:48 PM] because- ara: humanities is liek the best subjects in
sec sch.
[09:23:03 PM] shiwei ][ : haven finish
[09:23:09 PM] shiwei ][ : cos we take INTEGRATED HUMANITIES
[09:23:14 PM] shiwei ][ : which is way lot rockeers
[09:23:44 PM] because- ara: yeah like uh singapore has 14 reserviors.
[09:24:07 PM] because- ara: 1st one built is macritchie, formerly
known as thomson road reservoir
[09:24:12 PM] because- ara: and uhh the 14 are
[09:24:26 PM] because- ara: tengeh, poyan, surimbun, murai
[09:24:28 PM] shiwei ][ : wah seh take me as revision dummy ahh
[09:24:35 PM] because- ara: kranji, upper + lower pierce
[09:24:36 PM] shiwei ][ : kk ill be the dummy denn
[09:24:44 PM] because- ara: upper + lower seletar
/shiwei
[
10/04/2004
|7:36 PM]
[ Current Mood |
[ Current Music | 蔡淳佳 - 突發奇想 ]
mann joi chua's songs are real good. well some of them, its good to listen to her songs occasionally. ok first things first.. sengyeow, love hina is a horny comic book but it isn't porn!! omg.. got me into trouble.. the moment i got online angelman asked me whether i watched porn.. i wass speechless and wth.. i realized its because of yr tag.. hmm. today went to study at kap. not productive at all, after that 2 hr study session i only finished err one page of reflection of light. thats ermm bad.. but ying hao, huan zi, min yang, kang jie and i had a nice talk, or thats what i felt rather. we were reliving the 1b times and yahh it was nostalgic..
oh well and we talked about jacky.. yap zheng yu jacky, well i kinda hate him cos he partly caused me not to get my science exemption, its like everyone knows dat.. and has been talking to him about it.. thanks. so touched.. but oh well, its kinda my fault, but its just wasted lahh. i definitely secured the academic part, just that i was unlucky and attitude for that one week. and yahh kang jie and i also lamented on kala for eng exemption. for one week i was almost certain of two exemption, but because of some reasons i had none at the end of the next week. not bad lahh.
and yahh i was not happy because, yahh its not because that i cannot get a1 =P but because of the pride and honour behind it.. the humiliation i had to face. esp from tingfeng.. basket.. "huh shiwei exempted from exemption arhh?" and xuanyi also niaoed " shiwei, i thought u had science exemption? will still reading the textbook?" i know there were no hard feelings but still it hurt. blehh.
and we talked about the 1b'03 chalet. oh mann it was fun.. and yahh the fight between me and huanzi. caused by jacky again! hahah! i remembered i was enraged and i stormed into the room grappling huanzi and punching him, till his asthma attack came. oh mann real bad experience. sorry for that, luckily he was understanding. =P
yahh and sorry tingwei. cos today we obeserved his every move and action, he was talking with his rgs friends who i think it should be sherry?? i dunno, bought ice-cream for them and well was close.. den he went over to scgs side.. so we decided to spam him using sms.. "tingwei..." well yahh i think we pushed it a little too far, and he replied to me "F*** you" oh mann, so i had to apologize. sorry. but yinghao told me about the perfect plan that u had in mind.. din knew u were such a person.. crescents.. st nicks.. ny.. rgs and scgs.. -shakes head...
and kang jie and i have mo qi mann! woo hoo. PMS! whee.
85267, maths question. so hard. simult equations.. haiz gonna flunk the maths paper.. =P
/shiwei
[
10/03/2004
|8:18 PM]
[ Current Mood |
over the moon ]
[ Current Music | F.I.R - Fly Away ]
kinda cool.
wow. i really slacked today. my plan for this weekend was to finish science on saturday and den start on maths today. well i proudly announce that i haven finish my science syllabus!! left the physics part which is kinda little so im finishining it later. at least i finished my mrp script for tomorrow. and yah. my comp is fixed!! woohoo, the technician recovered and he came to my house asap to fix it, kudos to him! and yahh, another problem solved. jaime's! heheh, i am really relieved and elated lahh to read her comments. gee, another misunderstanding solved. about the previous post, im sure many people will not know who the people are, if u know, give yourself a clap cos u deserved it and you can spread for all i care, because i dun care. and yahh apology accepted.
heheh. i strictly adhere to my shiwei-5-person-inbox policy, and im proud of it. rocks mann. okayy today's xinying's birthday so happy birthday to her. i had another kinda good talk with daphne again. i talked to her about the previous post, and i agree with what she says, thanks once again. and also thanks for introducing to me the peeps. =P better not say out if not they will freak out. yahh and i also helped guan chiang choose a mp3 player, hes getting 50 bucks each for every a1. how good is that?
i feel quite good after confiding in daphne and nicholas and yahh im moved by nicholas too. thanks the both of u. and how can i forget erik widjaja =P his "new" blog is really interesting. =P lol. tomorrow im going kap to study.. whheeee.
oh yahh. my birthday coming le ahh. 11th october.. reminder for all =P blehh as if very big liddat
oh man. im really torn apart. and
you aren't helping
Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated, I am
{Chorus}
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me
So isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that I am
{Chorus}
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'll be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)
{Chorus}
My hope
dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
/shiwei
[
10/02/2004
|6:11 PM]
[ Current Mood |
hurt ]
[ Current Music | Westlife - My Love ]
well i've just got insulted real bad by someone. my good friend. well, its not a good feeling yahh. but i dunno why, this ain't the same, cos when i get insults from pple i will just take it, as long as my conscience is clear, who cares? but for his case, the more i think of it, the more i feel that he is right and i am a jerk. a real bastard.
him : I know how u get close to a girl. u first go make friends with the person that likes the girl, den wait for the girl to ditch the friend and go after her.
apparently im the bastard inside. and i was like ?? wad the hell. this actually isn that shallow. it all buoys down that our friendship is all fake, all made-up and its because of me just getting close to him for ulterior motives. so its really hurting for me. and yahh i know he will read dis. so here i am telling u dis. i treat this friendship real true, even though u kinda harmed me in union and stuff, i still try to push that aside, and put u as top priority, cos i know u will be sad too. and that outing was really meant for u and her to get together, i really have no intentions of wanting her... that time really.
well, i've really made a big mistake. cause u declared to the whole world u din like her anymore, so i was really a jerk to believe that. and told erm her about what i felt towards her. hahah. real stupid. yahh, its really just a feeling but im really not sure. hahah. if u want, i can just take back what i said, cos she doesn know about it yet. hahah, u may think im trying to be wei da or something but really, im real sad that you were actually sceptical about our friendship.
so after what i did to you, im actually getting nothing but you being cynical. well thanks friend, so this is how you think of me.
/shiwei
[
10/01/2004
|10:41 PM]
[ Current Mood | HYPER ]
[ Current Music | Jay Chou - Qi Li Xiang ]
whee! aileen came online for the first time in like 3 months??! and she din forget me! hehe! this shows im a successful fpp member of x-slc, so haha! rocks ! being in fpp is sure rewarding! aw mann, better stop recalling the times or i will cry, hao bu rong yi get over slc. =P
she also dropped me a note in friendster :
"Hi shiw wei! How are you guys back there? Still
remember me? :) hope you're all doing fine
because we are not hahha... school is terribly
pushing us to the limits.. oh well we still ebjoy it
anyway hehehehe... still hung over from slc? God
bless on your studies!"
and i replied:
"hey! am really elated that u still remember me. i still remembered the many times that i mistaken you as hannah, and you would always give me that cute expression on your face =) hahaha. so fast, it's been three months. realli miss ya guys, in no time, the 11th slc will be starting and i dun think u guys will be coming back rite... =P yahh our exams are in a week's time so its STUDY! =P
-huuuuuuuuuuuuuuug-!! whee its so nice recalling the times. bye for now!"
hehe! rocks!! st stephen rocks!! err. i glanced up and read the entry again. seems childish. oh well. tingwei says he wants to go kap again tmr, crazy fella. i see first. hmm.
/shiwei
[|10:10 PM]
[ Current Mood |
satisfied ]
[ Current Music | Chai Chun Jia - Pei Wo Kan Re Chu ]
din know chia chun jia could sing so well. heard from xuanyi dat it was crap, but was tempted by the advertisement so i started to listen. guo ran bu cuo.
yay singapore idol, pple that i wanted to go in went in. daphne! christopher! maia! sylvester! woohoo. the video clip totally rockked! esp the part where chris and daphne were in the classroom in sch u, when chris gave daph the cake.. <3 !!
blehh today was a real slack day. i din know my time management was so well, 8:00:00 on the dot. wow. =P oh hope u guys do well for ss and eng. blehh, mrs chai gave us some mock exam to do, which i totally din care, and i left out graphic organizer. blehh attitude, no lahh, din know had to do, cos i remembered her telling us not to do the organizer so i dunno. heckk care lahh, so now i know why i had one period to slackk. i took out guan chiang's love hina to read but found it too horny so i went to mug chinese instead.
maths was pure slacking cos kj and i finished circle properties wrksheet. in the end we were there talking about choral nite and the present that i had with me. haiz long story. cos today was the last possible weekday to give the present to k.xinying, so i brought the tigger plushie to school, of course attracting some attention. well dunno what happened, tingwei like mood swing, don't care about it and even asked me to give. i was like ?!! -.- well. i dunno. in the end, we reached the busstop early, and called the two xinyings to tell them wad happened. really malu lahh, i actly had to apologize for someone else. and xinying was like, wth? give one present also so hard.
hehe we skipped double science, how cool is dat? mrs teo had to go attend a funeral, so we had to make a "silent invasion" of the library. lame. in the end, sengyeow and i played chapteh till 12.30 and then ran to the library to slack. douglas, kangjie, chiajone, sean and i were like crapping around, with douglas having some mad-dog disease every now and den, singing "wo men de ai" and going around spraying pple with chenfeng's water bottle. sean seemed like he just bathed or something. well 9173.. =P haha yah and thnx kangjie for recommending me jerry's song di xin ying li. rox - hehe realized the two words in the middle of the title. oh well, getting lame.
after school, erik had a talk with me about some real dirty stuff, dirty as in rough not yellow or porn. and branden came in. i was rushing for time cos tingwei wanted to go kap, den he was waiting for me at the sch gate, he was real pissed off, as if 1 sec passed, he would lose 10 bucks or something. but i was also stuck in proed rm, damnit, got so desperate, couldn think straight, i ran out of proed rm, slamming the bloody door on erik's face. was so pissed off too, just then tingwei called and also kena scolding by me. shit, pms ah. i felt rotten so i returned to proed to apologize.
so in the end branden went kap with me. finally, first time in the week. well not fully because of tingwei and tingwei. cos i was tipped off that xinying was there as well, so i had to make sure tingwei gave the present. tingwei was with his ri friend dennis. so yahh i started to mug chengyu. mann, it was rather fruitful. mr cheng and samu came later too. so in the end, i persuaded tingwei to give the present TOGETHER. haiz lame. well, tingwei, i dun care what she is to u, but giving a bdae present no need to be so petty wad..
well. the trip back home was a fun one. yahh. wah seh, finally the first call that went thru, and i heard that voice, i felt kinda funny and a little ticklish at first =P
the little things to do that show that i still love you.
/shiwei
