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11/30/2004
|7:30 PM]
zhiguang.yuanchang.sean.shiwei.kangjie
/shiwei
[
11/28/2004
|1:48 AM]
in a dilemma now. heres the scenario, theres soccer tmr and ncc cip thingie, so erm before that, my friends and i agreed that we go for saturdays and pon sunday's to play soccer. then i suddenly changed my mind and wanted to go for the cip thing, and theyy all chao bu shuang, called me a hypocrite. i dunno.
just want to clarify, i dun do everything for rewards laa, im not that materialistic lorr. dunno why u said this, it really saddens me. to think that we were friends?
hmm. nvm ill go polish my boots now.
/shiwei
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11/25/2004
|9:39 PM]
[ Current Mood | tired! ]
[ Current Music | Bowling For Soup - Girl All The Bad Guys Want ]
i've decided to blog on the camp. just break camp if u realized, ncc camp to be precise, i was so tired, slept almost after i bathed and just woke up.
ncc camp 2004, the camp i really went beyond my limits, mentally and physically and im really proud of my achievements. i actually managed to get into the best cadet interview and got M.I.C, my first ever plaque! was really a blessing in disguise after that mishap. ok shall elaborate day by day.ok im sure most of the terms used will make u feel puzzled but just bear with it, the whole entry will piece together..
the camp started at 8am on monday with the first of many muster parade. bos was huijie, cos was dunno who. (oops). rsm was wan peng. okayy, huijie was being really spastic and everyone was laughing, including me. but everyone seemed to be able to curb their laughter.. all except for me, so rsm spotted me and knocked me down. the first pumpings of the camp. "shiwei, very funny izzit? knock it down! THIS IS NOT YOUR CLASS CHALET, NOT LEISURE CAMP, YOU BETTER WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!" so i knocked. ok so i had to control my laughter for that first day. then it was arms drill profiency test, was quite okay, only that i slipped 3 times because the rifle was hooked to my uniform. blehh.
then it was lunch. ok the lunch for ncc camps are all outdoor cooking, means that you are giving solid fuel, mess tin, a stove, some packets of maggi mee, eggs and canned sardine. stanley and i shared 3 packets and our strategy of cooking worked well throughout the 3 days. not bad, my partner ^5.
then it was some strategy talk by warren liew, actaually everyone took that chance to sleep, blehh. wad one-up, two-up, i dun even remember a thing now. then it was swimmming. woot rocks k fine except the fact that I CAN'T SWIM. laugh all u can, so i went to the non-swimmers group, den we had a race on breaststroke and freestyle, i got 1st ^_^ both times and got pumped instead. "Shi Wei! knock it down 25, huh i know u can swim why u come here? wan to slack ah?" speechless laa, i really cannot swim, ok fine i din master the strokes.
the dinner for ncc camps are always the best, packed food from canteen. compared to other camps like council camp etc. rocks.
ok the most feared section came.. bunk cleaning and bunk check. normally its tehkan session de, the ncos will all go crazy during this 2 hours and knock u like hell for not keeping your bunk clean. however first day was VERY slack, knocked 50 only and our bunk the most le. so its rather okayy.
then came the highlight of the day - wargames! okayy lemme explain the rules. everyone will be split into two sections, and will tie a sock around the arm. eg. grp a and b. the pple from a will try to pull off the sock on the ppl of b and vice versa. so its rather heong, like wrestling and stuff. there were 3 games altogether. 1st game was classic game, alpha vs bravo. woots rocks mann. stanley, jared, zhixing and i led the whole grp, we chiong once the game started, cos whoever cover the most area will naturally win. commandoes mann. in the end rite, onli like 5 of our pple got killed and we won the first game with ease. all through gangbang lor. quite hum also.
2nd game was free for all, arena was outside clock tower. that was a bad game laa. seconds after the game started, i got gangbanged by part as. 5 part as. bingyeow, khang wen and 3 more pple, all the zai kias come and attack me. and im out. so fast lorr, chao diu lian.. refuse to elaborate more.
3rd games was part a and b vs ncos and clts. dang this game was fun mann. we formed a rugby wall and charged straight at the ncos. got killed by khang chiang instead, he super strong and fast, came straight at my sock and i stood no chance. then it was resuurection, and everyone was back at the arena. this time round was 1v1 le. and it was the battle between the brothers, khang chiang vs khang wen, yu han vs yu xuan, obviously the older ones won.. no kickk laa. den yuan jun and i had 1 on 1. i went into meng mode and i forgot safety first, went to strangle him. paisehh. then suddenly he whacked by jaw and i just flunk my arm at him, den i cant move my arm, it was like dangling, it went numb so the match had to stop. think i pulled the muscle le. and i thought everything is going to end, i cant even do a single pumping, my aim , my goal for this camp is crashing down on me.
until i received that message u sent me. somehow it kept me going, i told myself to endure and i piaed the 4 days with sheer mental strength. it was u who gave me that strength and it was u who really made an impact. thanks.
the next day, my arm just got worse and i had to report sick, great.. i applied some lotion in the medic room, keep massaging my arm till it got slightly better, and quickly fell back in. i din want to be associated with that room, its just so tempting, to just sit there on a chair while the others slog it out in training, and u get served with food and drinks when u are hungry, u get to sleep when u are tired, just because u are injured or ill.
the medic room is a place where some cadets choose to go, and i despise particularly one. i believe im not the only one despising him, and im nt going to say out his name, or he will come and lecture me again. to you, since the first ever training that shiwei took, you cried and you said you would change for the better. the whole part gave u chances, tried to encourage you, but instead you just got worse, out of 10 trainings maybe u came for 3 or 4. i know im not in a position to criticise u cos i too, have my own flaws but coming to a ncc camp without your ncc uniform is stupid, its like going to the toilet to do yr big business without toilet roll. i dunno whether it was deliberate or not, like some people say, i guess you'd better jiayou, cause you din get promoted, hopefully taht would wake you up. please i beg of u. its not early le, but it isn too late to change.
the highlight of second day was the trek to and up bt timah nature reserve. this was our
trail. okay from the visitor centre, we went down to taban loop, to south view hut, catchment hut, tiup tiup hut then to the dairy farm loop, to seraya valley..den to summit hut den down the summit. it wasn physically tiring, just that it was damn longg... to make matters worse, it rained halfway, my handphone almost got spoilt, the colors on the screen almost went off..the bunk check that night was chao heong! every bunk all the clts and ncos were shouting their lungs out, was pure chaos, some section went for a run, kena knocked like hell. my section considered lucky, because the clts just came in and talked to us about ncc, "why did u join ncc? what did u expect from it?" this is a very good question, i thought about it before the interview and i shall answer it. for me, i joined ncc because i was influenced by jacky.. -.- and i was really motivated by ho shi wei, his pep talk and leadership style really attracted me. and yahh i also wanted to be fitter and prepare myself for ns. wad do i expect from it - mental. thats the onli thing i need and want, mental strength, the inner strength that comes from yr mind which is far more powerful than the muscles of your biceps and triceps added together. this strength can push you further than you expect and at the same time increase your physical strength. when u are pumping and cannot take it liao, in your mind keep saying that you can finish it to yourself, and in no time, the pumpings are completed. when you are running in cross country, u find that the finishing line is so far away and you legs are like breaking, just tell yourself that the ache is nothing and just press on, in no time u will reach the end. its really true, u look at lujie and ernest, they aren big-sized yet they are chao qiang, all thanks to their mental. another excellent example would also be kep yong.
my arm also got worse btw, i couldn straighten it but i told myself all these would b e over soon and wad i could do now is to use more of my left hand.
third day. halfway there liao. it was games day laa, lizards, british bulldog and rugby. i sat out for lizards and british bulldog cause i din wan to aggravate my arm injury. but i couldn resist rugby so i played, and we lost 1-2. rugby was also rough laa, especially when u are against defenders like andrew, zhixing and tingfeng, they slam you to the ground and just grab the ball off u. i dread them, esp tingfeng, and i got like sandwiched laa. well i was running like half the field then dj just speared me down and i flung (i really flung) off and landed on my right arm, dang its like hell. thought i dislocated it, pain was almost unbearable, almost cried lor. but still okayy.
bunk check was rather okayy cause we are having solo night later and the ncos cannot tire us if not we would slp. den it was the time to announce the candidates for best cadets, and i heard my name. sheer exhilaration i tell you. i was like jumping around in the bunk like a madman, we were given 5 mins to change into no.3 and i made it in time but overall we were late, so we were asked to change back into pt kit and go for bunk check. this time, nigel and hongjie took us and they were VERY welfare, 3 per mistakes lehh, really nice le. then halfway through, candidates were asked to change into no.3 in 5 mins again, we were late but improved. we requested to pump instead for punishment. then soon huat words of wisdom "we give you push-ups because we want you to learn from your mistakes and not commit them again, push-ups cannot cover up your mistakes. always remember this." alright then we were asked to wait for our turn s to come. whoa like 2h den my turn. was asked to go to the bunk above medic room, there 6 sergeants formed the panel and were seated, waiting for me to come in, very nervous, almost stammered while reporting. uhm i guess i better not say wad i said, think its not allowed. but it was a good experience for me.
then it was SOLO NIGHT. i had a bad feeling bout that night's laa, cos before solo night, i went to the toilet to pee, i went into a cubicle and then when i was done, i buttoned my pants and i heard 5 claps! was chao freaked out, quickly opened the cubicle door and i found nobody in the toilet except me, really freaky and i pratically ran out of the toilet, and my face was really white, so was really hum during solonite.
was placed at the 3rd floor of sci blk, at the end of one passageway, beside one freaky exit door which was locked but lights could be opened. i was seriously imagining things, wad if the exit door suddenly open? or wad if something comes into the passageway? i am stuck, cannot escape liao. ok the first 2 hours passed quite smoothly, den suddenly i saw one shadow emerge beside one pillar laa, nobody was there, really freaked out and started to medidate, then i heard some voices. ignored it and luckily ernest came and told me the solo nite ended. blehh, bad experience, just thankful it was over. jared, who was placed at the second floor in front of a door of a lab, said that he heard the taps in the labs being turned on and the water gushing out. omg. thats worse. chao freaky.
4th day was slack dayy. ermm basically cleaning up of bunks and then promotion ceremony. yahh corporal liao, den had comments session by lujie and ernest den a debrief by khang chiang, lujie, ernest and wan peng. and break camp le!
okay my personal thoughts. okayy shall be frank. the two targets for this camp was not to report sick and to be the bos. din meet both at all. i reported sick once for 1/2 an hour and became section i/c instead. but from that circumstances, its not bad le. i can proudly say that i really piaed. but i feel that most improved cadet shid be joon wee instead, as in the improvement in him was really more than me, he rocks. MASTER! ok now thank you session. i would really really like to thank stanley for the encouragement he gave me, perservered with me throughout the camp, was my trusty partner in this camp, even during slp. (oops.) and the ncos esp ernest, when i reported sick, i saw his true side, he was really shagged, and weary and he kept saying that he give up le. he was like doing everything, running here and there. and he really hid this side well from us, always appearing confident in front of us, as if his energy is infinite and in response to yr nickname, obviously going thru camp as an nco is more tiring. its always like this wadd, the organizers. =P
so the road ahead. shall reflect on wad khang chiang said during the debrief. 'so wad if my rank very big? -points to his sleeve, do u think the unit can hold if the others dun listen to me? there would me no support. 6 months more, u will be in charge of this unit, the question is - do u trust your own part? ' hmm, well i certainly have faith in this part lor. actually we are chao zai lorr, just that we lack the passion and commitment, u see arhh, take for example nicholas, physical everything so zai just that hes not as n2 as jared and co. but next part of our leadership, so people lets grab the chances we have in front of us and move on. we can do it.
[added] okayy the results of the best cadet interview. part a best cadet was jianrui, rocks, finally he got it, so suay lor he. ok part b best cadet was stanley den overall best was... yuhan. aiyah these two close fight laa. okayy. happy le ritee. remember to take a photo with me hor obc. [/added]
/shiwei
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11/21/2004
|8:30 PM]
[ Current Mood | all geared up! ]
[ Current Music | Jay Chou - Ke Ai Nu Ren ]
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okeyy. 12 more hours to go. ncc camp. seriously the two sides of me are realli getting me confused. one side is the pia side, the side that drives me on, pushes me forward, as if doing 1000 pushups is nothing, or running round the school non-stop is just like brisk walking. the side where my determination and morale are close to full, the side where i feel like im there to make an impact, to set a new record, for myself, for the others to see, and to redeem myself for all the mistakes, the boo boos i made in the past. well this sure is glamourous. but all of a sudden, that side is overshadowed by the hum side, the side that restrains me from reaching my goals, the side that makes me hesitant in my thoughts and actions, disabling me from performing. However, on a second thought, it protects me from harm.
blehh. thought of solo-night. my second one. and serious. IM SCARED. i may have a big body frame but seriously u can ask around, im the most hum one. the one who brings people back to reality, "bu yao laa, dun risk it etc." are my most common phrases. well for this camp, i myself have set a target. but once i think of spending 3 hours all alone at a corner of singapore's most scariest school, with sirs and sergeants poping up occasionally to see whether ur okayy. "lance corporal leong shi wei, are you okay?", its freaking hard not to let your mind wander off, the last camp, i was placed at the first floor of the infamous clock tower. hmm, couldn stop hallucinating man! it was like u r going to doze off, then u thought of yuanjun kena possessed den u rub your eyes, your vision get blurred and at every spot u see, u seem to see a shadow appearing, be it from inside the classroom window, behind the rubbish bin, and that BLACK CAT HAVE TO APPEAR OUT OF NOWHERE. my heart practically leapt out of my mouth, i almost shouted "KNOCK IT DOWN!" the code where a cadet is supposed to shout when he sense anything strange.. yahh and who could forget the time one cadet (cant say who) shouted five minutes after the solo nite started and got everyone to panic, only to realise it was only his shadow, and up till now that cadet claims it was not that simple. oh well. good luck to me. and yahh i will miss you guys.
ncc. =)
/shiwei
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11/20/2004
|9:44 PM]
[ Current Mood |
confused ]
[ Current Music | Jolin Tsai - Jiu Shi Ai ]
okeyy shall update le. kinda busy these few days with orientation. went to the souvenirs company with yuan chang at some ulu place, then the corridor ahh so dark lorr, like those type 1-room flatt. but the place was quite cool, yahh. we settled on the logo, success! den we saw the other souvenirs they offer, theres caribena, radio etc. yuan chang and i kinda pissed off lor, log din try hard enuf to findd this, and it was because of tingwei's friend's aunt that we found this company. >_< oh well we cannot do anything le cause the bottle's been ordered so next year bahh. now left with survival guide and the specific details.. good job team! oh yahh.. and my speech.. blehhh. i have to
practise make sure my face doesn go all red, and i start to stammer every 3 words. -recalls slc meetingg. ><
okayy and i bought a zen micro! =P all thanks to guan chiang and his urmm glib tongue, bargain so much. quite cool laa. busy transfering songss. whee.
played badminton todayy, with stanley, shuoxian, kaiqing and sinyee. yahh. and i injured my wrist.. now swollen, covering it up with a wristband so that parents would not get suspicious. uhm but if i wear it, wouldn it be more obvious.. oh well, not badd laa. stanley and i pia like hell lorr, the rest left le, we still playing, well last time le wadd, before camp.. haiz. then we played doubles against some ns man and his sister?? not badd lorr, the nsman so powerful, smack so fastt, but we managed to get some points out of them. stanley with his smack and me in front. good work, mate!
ok ncc camp on monday. im having mixed feelings. one side of me determined to pia in this camp, trying to reedeem myself, get good results for profi, trying to find back myself in part a. yet another side feeling scared, its like torture bahh. although its quite welfare now, ncc is still a discipline unit. i mean duh. but yahh tomorrow, by hook or by crook, i have to change my mentality. ncc camp, no sweat. quotes jared "treat it like a chalet!" well. all the best.
welcome back to singapore! daryl, seng, erik and daph =P hmm i cannot go overseas this holidayy. thanks to orientation.. =X
/shiwei
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11/17/2004
|7:45 PM]
[ Current Mood |
crappy ]
[ Current Music | Lighthouse Family - High ]
uhm. my sis brought back her report book and my parents seemed contented with her results. and she started getting ego and dug out my primary school's report book and COMPARED. hah, u should have seen the change in her expression, in the end i still win her. (duh) den she remained quiet, she was like babbling on how qiang she was in science(90) and her average (83) but haizz.. lose to me laa.
orientation is drawing near everyday, arghh very stressed out. as u all know, im not realli a good speaker, and u would remember me stammering and stuttering at every sentence that comes out of my mouth. yubb. my face would go all red, and eyes would stray everywhere but the listener. hmm. and im supposed to lead the cohort in cheers. argh!! so stressed out lorr. =\ but im gonna do it.
camp also coming le. i told yuanjun some of my problems i faced, he suddenly came and talk to me so we just chatted lor. haiz. problems that cannot be solved, cause its too late. :(
bleagh. PLEASE VOTE for JINGWEN. -prays.
VOTE A
/shiwei
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11/13/2004
|10:13 PM]
[ Current Music | stefanie Sun - Ben ]
enough of maplestory today le. i levelled up without that archer again.. too ashamed to go on so i shall wait till 4am then i will start. i found a good place to level up! fighting those horned mushrooms! totally rocks!
had training yesterday. my performance was really badd, the part was split into two sections, one,two and three,four and were off for drills. well my section was really bad, unlike the last training, we were obviously not focused. being the timer, i felt real bad too, cos i kept thinking that my timing was bad and thus caused the standard to drop. we really have to wake up. wad is dis. profi in a week's time, real disgrace laa. even the last drill before dismissal, i knew we did badly and i even saw lujie telling ernest "suan le lahh" and then we were dismissed.
then it was pt, was looking forward to it. in the end, the outcome was badd. i wished it din happened. pt test, first 2 section, pushups and situps. pushups 80 in 3 mins, 100 for full marks, i did 69! i cant believe it laa. wad the hell lor. i screwed up real badly. i really want a retest. den situps full marks, but it wasn enoughh. so i have to get full marks for pull-up and 2.4, which again i am confident laa. or is that complacency?
den orientation, so many problems. esp with the teacher advisor, im following my workplan and there she comes in asking me stupid questions. i really just want to shut her up. but at least now souvenirs settled.
okayy. now she said she wouldn avoid the topic few days back, and these few days, we din talk at all. wow, i dunno laa. it always happens, one day so warm, den the next day its 360 deg of change, cold shoulder liao. im real scared, these few days have been thinking, plus that misunderstanding, i dunno.
come back to me.
/shiwei
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11/11/2004
|8:46 PM]
[ Current Music | Usher - Bad Girl ]
looks like everybody's catching the maplestory fever. although i started 1 week ago with the whole class, we're still playing it for a few hours per day. still remembered the times when sean, wei lun, kevin and i scolded wee liang for being selfish. so wad if he 2nd job le? big deal. and who could forget yu guang's username that is dedicated to his.. =) oh well, this few days sleeping real late because of maplestory, i created a new character and yahh lvl 1 - 13 was real hell for me as i was a magician who had only a lvl 1 energy ball and the mp always run out so fast!! really drives me crazy! but now totally different case!
we din carry out operation iron hog.. =( at least that proves that we arentt that evil after all. well. he doesn deserve it laa. ALTHOUGH HE STILL NEEDS TO BE PUNISHED . SAME CHANNEL. (din get it wrong this time) SAME PLACE. SAME JOB!
wait s'pore idol is back. SYLVESTER go! blehh i dun think he sounded quite well. got a feeling that he might lose. but hes gonna sing jay's an jing. yahh, but dunno lehh, i felt that he shud sing jay's song first because ren wo ao you clashed mahh. aiyohh. ^crosses finger and prays.
/shiwei
[|9:05 AM]
i'm a level 16 magician who hates a lvl 16 evil archer who doesn't have a life.
err.henesys?
/shiwei
[
11/10/2004
|11:15 PM]
hmm. she said she wouldn avoid le, well that's great! =D jiayou!
hmm went to school for some crap ncc meeting laa, discussion on suggestions on how to improve training. that's real lame. ncc is really getting too welfare, we cadets even have a say in the training module, i dun realy like it. and the suggestions we give were really stupid, no punishment for that, no punishment for this, it so unlike ncc! wheres the heongness? wheres the commitment? if i were lujie and is seeing this, i would immediate knock my cadets down mann. and i realized how jian4 lester was, his section i/c called him about the meeting, yet he claimed he din get any info. stupid. well, all i want for training is less drills, more pt!! yaY! pt rocks! well u see the ncos claim drills give us mental, give us discipline, i prefer the memorable 16 rounds round the track, tahts really mental and disciplined lor. and its physical too. blehh. bestt thing is that u dunneedd to prepare uniform =) so yahh.
these few days all chionging maplestory. yahh. theres some sort of motivation. 8 levels in 3 days le, thats a lot mann. =) i got rescued by a brave hero from a green slime! and i caught up with him! well he was waiting for the com to regain its hp! yay i rock. but too bad he's an archer, so irritating the bows and arrows. blehh.
AND WHY IS HE PLAYING MAPLESTORY WITH HER?? HUH?! SAME WORLD, SAME PLACE, SAME JOB?! I AM THE ONE WHO IS SUPPOSED TO BE THERE!! NOT HIM. ARGHHH!!
well. im not jealous. i swear im not! =D
/shiwei
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11/09/2004
|5:19 PM]
[ Current Mood |
ENERGETIC ]
[ Current Music | Stefanie Sun - Wo Ye Hen Xiang Ta ]
Sun yan zi's new album not bad =)
well i just wasted the whole day away, while some people went out on DATES with THEMSELVES at orchard road, and some of them mass ponned training, some of them stayed at home and trained on maplestory. I HATE MY HERO! level up again, and its now server check, so sian.
i went for the singapore tourism board young ambassadorship inspiring sharing session. hmm very inspiring. basically, the 7 schs are supposed to present the touring sessions taht each sch hosted for the year, yahh so from unity pri to temasek jc, we presentedd. i gave a impromptu one on slc kayy! its like im trying to sell this convention. benchmark le! meeting 1 is gonna start soon so yahh jiayou bahh.
this few days kinda fun for me. dunno y. although im SUPPOSED to feel all angsty and stuff cause she avoids it, but hmm yahh its fun. always getting SLAPPED by same person, on msn, on maplestory even on sms. but yahh would like to specially dedicate this post to u. knowing u was great yahh, talkin to u was even greater and thanks for being my updater the other time, and my hero <3 ying xiong jiu mei ! *SLAP
/shiwei
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11/06/2004
|11:03 PM]
[ Current Mood |
sick ]
[ Current Music | Eminem - Just Lose It ]
running nose. sore throat. cough. blehh. they all have to come at the same time. its so terrible. watched princess diaries 2 just now, kinda long story on why i did it. i din know whyy too. it was like i din use my brain to think, just changed clothes and went out le. though my mum was like objecting, i still went ahead. well pd was another bimbo show, but its nice lahh. the rest were like swooning over the male character's shuainess =P
dun let him go, for if u do, u will regret it forever mann. u guys went thru so much to be together, dun let him fei zhou. seriously. he, like all boys, doesn express his true feelings to the one he truely likes. but im sure its u. so pls ba wo ji hui, cherish him. =)
/shiwei
[|12:05 AM]
ah kang and i! just before checking out
/shiwei
[|12:03 AM]
the aphelion gang! =P wheres zhiguang btw.
/shiwei
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11/05/2004
|11:15 PM]
[ Current Mood |
blank ]
[ Current Music | Jay Chou - Ke Ai Nu Ren ]
one word to wrap this entire week - blank. that's what i'm feeling now. my mind is in a whirl, i find myself unable to concentrate on doing the programmes outline, and so i stood up, hesitated for a while and went into the toilet to wash my face. and im back, staring into space. can anyone explain the blankness in me now?
the week that i've been looking forward to, to kick-start the dec holidays. choral night, sust retreat, class chalet. all the fun stuff, and i shud be feeling nothing but elation after this week, but now im feeling anything but elation.
monday to wednesday was the su retreat laa, everyone thought its gonna be damn sian, discussion about the new structure, luckily i had the gang to pei wo. zhiguang, yuguang, chiajone and zhenjie. hmm it turned out to be quite slack and real gay, mass-raping sessions all over esp when samuel is here. and tingwei apparently has an affection towards ruian =) monday, we basically did the suem of 2004, i was in category 5, results and achievements, with nicholas, seng, nigel and another guy, and presented it the the rest the next day. second day discuss the badge design and the roles of the junior council, boring isn't it, but by the afternoon of the 2nd day, everything is settled! remaining time was free time. took photos here and there, perhaps this is partly why sust is different. mr gan was the difference. what he did, how he protected us was really amazing laa, like the talk for instance, we know mr hon would take action, compared to the 40 pumpings, it is like a big issue. hmm. and now hes leaving. its really sad. in the beginning of the year, he said he wanted to groom me, yet i ran away from it, i avoided him, daoed him, blehh i felt so bad. and now i regretting it.
well for choral nite, i went on every available day laa. tues, wed and fri. yupp. tuesday, i ponned bbq and even dragged 5 pple to come along with me so that ms seng would grant us permission easily.. we were very late. my heart was like beating real fast on 74, while the others.. erm slept. luckily zhen jie bought the flowers. well they were not used in the end. brought it back at the end, broke them into two and threw them into the bin. couldn sleep at all that night, played chapteh with greg, nic and chiajone till around 1am before returning to the bunk, tossed and turned, tossed and turned, din sleep, 3am when to do morning duty and watched the arsenal vs. pana match, henry scored a penalty, and i wasn happy though i supported arsenal, i was still thinking abt it. 5am walked around the whole chalet, 6am watched the news, channel newsasia.. us elections, so sian lorr, den woke alot of pple up to make breakfast. hah. so lamee.
im showing the same symptoms as yu guang le, the things we do for girls.
anyway =) 207 and 208 did real well. wo bu yao du shu!! ARGHHH!! -shakes body wildly, rocks lorr that partt. =)
wednesday check out le. kinda she bu de also. and i let mr gan down again haiz. then thought of skipping chalet, cos i felt that 2b was just using us to get more moneyy lahh, so quite fed up. in the end i went lahh, after choral nite that is, wanted to give the roses that i din managed to ystd. so i went coro and bought a rose. knew it was cheapskate but no time le. u know i went in circles in causeway pt and then west mall, all din have the type i wanted. so desperate le. yahh i went with the ncc gang, and yahh i gave her lahh.
i left halfway during the interval, met zhen jie and we went to aloha loyang. well basically it was a carbon copy of last yr's,
/shiwei
