[
2/27/2005
|9:38 PM]
im feeling terrible now. i'm like shivering but i feel all so hot inside. all because of the tentanus jab i had yesterday. this morning i got up feeling all so weak, headache, and a fever, and my arm got more sore, no strength to even close the car door, pathetic.. hahah, but i got praised two times ! yesterday during the injection, the doctor said i was muscular =D, then today at the centre, the volunteer said i was strong. win liao, ok better not be too ego if not the pain will not subside xD
anyway today went to the cip at boon lay. to set a stall at a funfair for the whispering hearts organization, it was meaningful and we made $160+ from the counterstrike and some ^erhm sacrifices. and i would think that its worth it staying up till 2.30 to do the signages, plan the stuff. you rock partC.
blehh, taken panadol. going to sleep. tomorrow will be a good dayy! chiobu.chiobu.chiobu!
Robbie Williams - Strong
My breath smells of a thousand fags
And when I'm drunk I dance like me dad
I've started to dress a bit like him
Early morning when I wake up
I look like Kiss but without the make up
And thats a good line to take it to The bridge
And you know and you know
'Cos my life's a mess
And I'm trying to grow so before
I'm old I'll confess
You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song
My bed's full of takeaways and fantasies of easy lays
The pause button's broke on my video
And is this real 'cos I feel fake, Oprah Winfrey, Ricky Lake
Teach me things I don't need to know
And you know and you know
'Cos my life's a mess
And it starting to show so before
I'm old I'll confess
You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song
If I did it all again I'd be a nun
The rain was never cold when I was young
I'm still young we're still young (step inside the sun)
Life's too short to be afraid
Step inside the sun
And you know and you know
'Cos my life's a mess
And I'm trying to grow
hey hey !
You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song
Life's too short to be afraid
So take a pill to numb the pain
You don't have to take the blame
/shiwei
[
2/26/2005
|11:39 PM]
blehh. still doing the signboard for tomorrow's open house. and i feel demoralized once again. my eyes are seriously going double vision, and it really isn't a nice feeling. especially when your right arm is frigging sore after a tentanus jab, and you have to bloody hell draw and colour a vanguard sheet. and even typing's a problem, so i'm gonna take like twice the time to complete this entry. heck. i'll still update anyway.
in the morning we had aphelion night meeting. and i officially declare that food committee has completed their job of providing the supper and breakfast! good job xD ! okayy that was stupid, i'm really looking forward to thursday, except council induction. i dunno whether i can swallow this pride i've let out for so long, but never mind, quotes yuan jun, tun le bahh. so what if i'm only a normal councillor. ok that's so zi wo an wei.
as im drawing the signboard, i asked myself whether it was worth it. piaing so hard for the part, when all the rest are like sleeping. do u know how much time and effort is put in into planning this? me and jared, hewlett etc. all had to meng think of ideas, come out with proposals, while the rest can just report to the venue and do what they're asked to do. is it worth it?
and some of you guys still complain that you aren't given leadership opportunities? you guys blame it on us? say that we are hypocrites? say that we suck up to the higher authorities? ok fine, then why don't u volunteer to do? come on larr. say people cocky somemore. childish.
you see i don't mind having late nights, it's perfectly fine. but what's frustrating is that at the end of the day, people don't appreciate what you've done yet shoot you down at the first mistake u made, "i din know the implications!", fine i know i was wrong, i didn't inform the part, it was all my fault, but its so stupid that the trust was gone. the trust i painstakingly build up with my two hands, you think it was so easy? and after that you keep picking one me. you asked me why teachers complain, is it my problem that the cadets don't tell their teachers? i done what i did, i have a clear conscience, should i be even scared of you?
and what i need now is just someone to call, sms or im me, especially the platoonmates, and ask me whether i need help, or just pat me on the back. encouragement is all i need. i don't ask for much. but what do i get? nothing! just the increasing pain of my fcking sore arm. 40 minutes gone and i'm still here.
but thanks, i consulted ernest and im glad i made the right choice and found the right person. i'm once again motivated, the pain is numbed, the cracks are glued together, and i'm right here piaing through the night. woo. life's a bed of roses.
and i won't fail. i'll do this for ncc, or at least for ernest.
and of course for you
/shiwei
[
2/25/2005
|10:31 PM]
had a tiring and teary day.
x-country! pretty strange why the school put it at the beginning of the year, and on a hot afternoon somemore. so stupid, haven't started running, the whole pe tshirt was drenched. as usual, i represented my class xD yeahh 3a. woo, all 6 of us wanted to take revenge last year, after our stint at macritchie, missing the top class award by two positions, we wanted to win the award so badly. and i kinda like the spirit. yeahh. so my number tag was 304, and we did warm-ups, stretchings and stuff.
the horn went, and everyone practically chionged, since it was b'div there was a clear disadvantage. but seriously, my batch thrashed the sec 4s. slowly we approached the KILLER HILL, which was no more than a maximum parabola whose ax^2 was big. SPEAKING OF PARABOLAS, THE WHOLE CLASS SCREWED THE QUAD TEST TODAY. ARGH. ok anyway, the gap soon widened, i tried to catch up with chiajone but in the end he just kept running faster so i decided to stay with the ncc gang, and motivate one another with the "endure!" and stuff.
turf city would be a better running platform for mass runs, except for the fact that it was super demoralizing. the twists and turns seemed never-ending, and the sun made it worse, and kaiming was so unlucky, started the race 4 mins late cause he went toilet. -pats. in the end, i got 40th position, not bad larr, 2nd in class, chiajone was crazy he got 21st. so we added all our positions and realized we stood a chance to win! wow everybody's spirits so high, did a oosh. eat my dust.
however as usual, what's left was disappointment. 3a had a score of 168, well the 4th class had a score of 122. so i think we got 6th AGAIN. stupid. NEVER MIND. NEXT YEAR!
and woo 3a had dinner together. class spirit! ok fine although only 8 people, the spirit's still there. shit man, i like this class. ok maybe its the same old people. yuguang the mobeng, sean the gay, douglas the dog, chiajone the giant, zhiguang and his huimin, kangjie the black and im wei-ge? and tongkat ali. -__- super lame.
then went back to school for meeting. here comes the teary part. don't want to talk about it. but guess u can figure it out yourself.
i cannot accept the fact, the world's so unfair.i cannot swallow my pride, after all i am not not capable. and when i compare myself to others, i don't understand why the higher authorities are so biased against me. just because i am different? just because of a superficial reason? quit?
/shiwei
[
2/23/2005
|9:23 PM]
t0day i cried in class can. and now come to think of it, it was plain stupid. chem test returned, i got a b3 20/30, i knew first 5 questions I WROTE IN WRONG FORM, ask to spell i gave the formula, so automatically deduct 5, so effectively speaking i should be getting 25/30. F*CK! so i was damn pissed and wanted to get back marks. but yahh its so foolish, my own fault, blame nobody but myself. so my msg now sucks. blehh.
argh update later. you're the one. cancelled. someone said i was hypocritical. whatever man.
/shiwei
[
2/19/2005
|11:16 PM]
whee. today woke up with neck ache, must be yesterday's rifle pt. but it was fun. and yesterday i was punished, but i din regret, cause i committed a grievious mistake. and yahh i cried, i cried because i let the whole part down. as the i/c, i troubled so many people, esp those on the higher authorities. but what i really regret most is the trust that i had to shed blood and sweat for, is now destroyed. i really have nobody else to blame except for myself.
the elections results are out. congrats to all those who got into exco. the whole world except me is in exco. that sinking feeling is back again. but nvm, it's okayy, i'll just have to give and take. swallow my pride and work under you guys. :D never mind, at least i'm going sabah. and yuan chang, hang in there. if you think you're in a bad situation, just think of me and you will smile.
yesterday, a group of jokers were at kap and harassed the people there, and the clown king claimed it was just for fun. fun at the extent of having to trouble other people, and u said u cannot control yourself and blamed it on the fact that chinese high guys do not know how to behave in front of girls. what's the problem with u. anyway, i dun blame u and i cant, cause in the end you're my friend, just dun commit the same mistake..
today was a malu day. in the morning i went beach rd to get ear plugs for part c for the shooting, heyy i sacrificed the cip hours kay. then went creative with guan to change the earphones. woohoo, short and sweet. then on the way back on the mrt train, i somehow found myself in the situation of having to look straight throughout the journey. cause on my right was a group of girls, 14 - 16 years if im not wrong. so there were 4 i think, 3 of them were wearing those real short mini-skirts, ripcurl i think and their blouses were.. erm. yah. the last one was more decent, she wore jeans and a shirt. so the 3 were like teaching the last one on how to dress more revealing-ly and sexily to attract guys. when i heard their discussion, i was like "wth!" then i heard what skirt must be short, then the br.. my whole face turned red so i looked at my left instead. omg. disgusting. there was one lady who was holding on to the hand grips, then can see her armpit hair ! not shaven! omg. and its those really really long, i was like going to puke and lose my appetite, wth man. luckily,choa chu kang came and i quickly got off the train. fresh air! -_____-
then i laughed out loud because of something at lot 1 while finding a wallet, and a group of girls were walking past and they stared at me then laughed too. i was like shit dig me a hole to stick my head in. haiz. maluating.
are u one of them? =P
i'm so in love with you.
/shiwei
[
2/16/2005
|11:07 PM]
congrats to me. theres a 70 percent chance that i will fail both my humanities test. i rock at humanities. arghh and im bu gan yuan, i studied till 1+ this morning and i couldn sleep, i was petrified. so i got up at 4 to continue mugging. and this is the shit i wrote. -bangs head on the wall.
ok for hist electives, i guessed the questions correctly ! so i wrote and wrote and didn keep track of the time. when ms sim said "times up!", i was like starting the conclusion for the last question. so i went "the han dynasty was" and fullstop. great, conclusion the most important part, and i didn write it. am screwed.
then for social studies, the indonesian and thailand nationalism. the part i really hate most, esp thai. why are the kings name so fcking hard to spell, vajiravudh, prajadhipok and etc. i almost forgotten how to spell, gave me a big fright. one question was rather easy, on indonesian nationalism, about the same as the assignment, so it was rather well done. as for the second question, i touched on everything except the most important points.
so from here, u can see that im really talented in the humanities, and its a really big waste that i didn join the humanities programme. like now, i'm multi-tasking as usual, studying chem, english exposition and doing the fp handbook for slc. dang my photoshop skills suck compared to carol and janice last year. i was @_@ at their works. oh well, once im done, ill upload it and show my masterpiece to the whole world ! chemistry should be an a1.. =D whoaa. i'm rather pessimistic about my english, arghh, the environment.
i'm really screwing up my studies. i think i need tuition already. =x
anyway today after school, we had an slc prog meeting which was rather smooth. keepp up the good work prog comm ! jinliang rushed from rv and was sweating when he got to far east. choon yen had remedial so i told her not to come over as the meeting was about to end anyway. and jianrui and kristin... xD
wish me luck tmr. but nvm at least tmr's the end of the tests !! and its your turn to mugg! whhahah.
/shiwei
[
2/14/2005
|10:08 PM]
must we always listen to what our parents tell us to do. even when at times when u have your personal stand towards an issue and there's really nothing wrong ? why do they always think they're correct ? why why why. why can't they for once sit down and listen to our explanation ? and perhaps we both can come out with a compromise. why why why ?! and it just had to happen on february the 14.
have been waiting for this day for so darn long. she said yes! and i couldn sleep for nights, lol to think i was visualising how today would be like yesterday. it all became a dream after all. i went for my grandaunt's wake instead, at bishan. i don't understand whyy the whole family must go down, ok fine, respect respect, but i also need to respect herr ! grrrrr . oh well. =D
somebody tell me why am i in council this year. the first 3 events, im nt in ot. its okayy. its alright. then xuan yi had to say this.
.
shiwei% (: sin i / sin r [[partC.bondd]] says:
seriously
shiwei% (: sin i / sin r [[partC.bondd]] says:
i dunno what im here for.
ryan*giggs.| Love is my religion. I could die for that, I could die for you. - John Keats. ] 4MarUkTrip says:
hmm
ryan*giggs.| Love is my religion. I could die for that, I could die for you. - John Keats. ] 4MarUkTrip says:
u knw why?
ryan*giggs.| Love is my religion. I could die for that, I could die for you. - John Keats. ] 4MarUkTrip says:
no one dares to use u..
ryan*giggs.| Love is my religion. I could die for that, I could die for you. - John Keats. ] 4MarUkTrip says:
cos u sust b4..
ryan*giggs.| Love is my religion. I could die for that, I could die for you. - John Keats. ] 4MarUkTrip says:
like all big events
ryan*giggs.| Love is my religion. I could die for that, I could die for you. - John Keats. ] 4MarUkTrip says:
den ours so small..
shiwei% (: sin i / sin r [[partC.bondd]] says:
xuanyi im nt laughing.
thanks aphelion council. i'm loving you guys.
maybe i will just go quit.
[added]
okayy im in food committee for aphelion night ! :D cool hah. i'll make sure the supper and breakfast rocks. haha. and the 9pm show, ermm you're the one izzit. yarhh rocks larr ! would like to thank my updater. jacelyn tay so tomboy so cutee, and christopher's girlfriend is chio okayy !
/shiwei
[
2/13/2005
|10:50 PM]
Peter Gabriel - The Book of Love
The book of love is long and boring
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures and instructions for dancing
But I
I love it when you read to me
And you
You can read me anything
The book of love has music in it
In fact that's where music comes from
Some of it is just transcendental
Some of it is just really dumb
But I
I love it when you sing to me
And you
You can sing me anything
The book of love is long and boring
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know
But I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
And I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
And I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
You ought to give me wedding rings
one of the song from shall we dance. =D
farewell to those who have moved in to the boarding school. soon it will be my turn.
/shiwei
[
2/11/2005
|3:01 PM]
blehh i'm so dying to get these bands. grrr. its just so tempting to go get them off ebay. nvm i've already asked zhen jie to help me buy 5. zhen jie u rock ! lets kick racism out of football!
/shiwei
[|12:01 AM]
freak man.
/shiwei
[
2/10/2005
|12:04 AM]
[ Current Mood | zzz. ]
[ Current Music | Counting crows - Accidentally in Love ]
firstly happy new year to all of you! hahah feels so good to have a one week break. well spent the first 3 days mapling and bai nian-ing. lets talk about maple. i lvled 2 levels in 2 days, and yarr so wad if u higher level than me. i dun respect you, especially how u level up. =P well i also died like 11 times. and some were really freak accidents, like cause i pressed mana pots instead of hp and because the sentence i typed was too long. bleaghh anyway, i'm proud of myself, and i will go slowly now. if not its gonna affect my studies.
whee. spring is here once again. hahah and im again reminded of the forming of sust'04 when we took that photo at hcjc for the cny reunion, this sunday we're going there again, it just shows how time flies. reunion dinner was kinda fun, went to some boon lay rajah restaurant, the only bu ji li thing was that my chopsticks dropped into the big plate when we were lao-ing the yu sheng. =x and yarr bai nian was also fun, all the relatives said i am taller and of course erhm more shuai =D well think its stupid cause they haven seen me for ages so yarr. on monday, i ponned hci's cny celebration and went to set up a stall at hcjc for their carnival =D only to realize what a flop it is. all the stalls were food stalls except for ours and after that 1h, we made a gain of -$30 which is quite impressive after having to fork out to play our own games yarr. well at least we learnt a lesson! nvm next year! we will gain more, i 'm sure we will. and there was mass dance, i love hc culture. the arts. uhm trying to picture my batch when we go over to hcjc. cool. -woots. and ok lorr, u guys watch constantine without telling me. haiz, so the dejected me went back to greenridge and found out they were about to leave to play basketball. and tingwei became all moody cause tingwei left. confused? =D heh.
ok and erik attempted to console me abt the exco thingie, but obviously he failed to do so. whee. i think i rock. even the mighty jaja lost to me for the first time! oh well ijust gotta face reality. but i just dun understand why izzit always me. im the most unlucky one u see. everyone around me is in, except for me and i can only blame it on my luck. and erik thanks for your effort. all i can say is next year. they are all biased against me, i cant fight this battle, and i'm not going to. i'm just gonna let them dominate, and see how they kill each other in the end. woots.
koped from daph.
[1] what's your name ?
shiwei.
[2] how old are you ?
14 1/3.
[3] which skool are you from ?
hwa chong [high school section]
[4] when is your birthday ?
11th oct.
[5] status ?
waiting. >_<
* ~ do you ~ *
[6] smoke ?
no.
[7] drink ?
seldom.
[8] cry when you are jealous ?
sometimes.
[9] hurt yourself when you felt you hurt ur loved one ?
erm kicking the tree?
[1o] hate yourself ?
yes. i hate myself for being so unlucky.
* ~ favourites ~ *
[11] type of stead ?
not taller than me. sporty. you qi zhi =D
[12] food ?
none in particular.
[13] drink ?
none in particular too.
[14] fruits ?
apple. orange. watermelon.
[15] place ?
nope. depends on my mood
[16] tv show ?
reality tv shows like amazing race. desperate housewives =D
[17] song ?
recently robbie williams bahh.
[18] movie ?
as a kid, lion king. =D hm now should be mean girls. 13 going on 30 [those bimbotic ones bahh]
[19] season ?
winter ! let it snoww.
[2o] ice cream flavour ?
choc chip.
* ~ prefer ~ *
[21] sylvester or taufik ?
sylvester duhh. -meow
[22] coffee or tea ?
coffee.
[23] pink or blue ?
blue. definitely blue.
[24] single or attached ?
well i wld say single bt loved =D
[25] best fren or stead ?
left hand and right hand qns.
* ~ have you ever ~ *
[26] kiss ?
yes.
[27] how many diff ppl have you kissed ?
i don't count. but its not SUI BIAN.
[28] love someone till you don't mind dying for him ?
yes. i'm sentimental =P
[29] showed attitude to your stead ?
yes. blehh -sad memories.
[3o] run away from home ?
no. im a guai kia
* ~ who is ~ *
[31] the last person you called ?
zhiguang
[32] the last person who called you ?
xinying
[33] your last stead ?
n/a
[34] the stead you love most ?
n/a
[35] the person who can always cheer you
up ?
well i dun usually confide in pple. cause the problems are always un-solvable
* ~ ask yourself ~ *
[36] are you bored ?
yes. really bored.
[37] how's your life nowadays ?
bad start. shut up.
[38] hw long is the longest conversation you had on the phone ?
hardly ever passed 15 mins.
[39] what's in your mind right now ?
history and monday =D
[40] what are you listening to right now ?
jay's dao dai.
[41] do you think life's unfair ?
yes. VERY, ESPECIALLY TO ME.
[42] what annoys you the most ?
alot of stuff. but i usually keep my temper.. till recently. been getting into fights.
[43] what do you think about your love life right now?
damn.
[44] who's your favourite person to crap with ?
douglas? stanley perhaps.
[45] will you survive without love ?
no. definitely not. love unites all people. love brings about the relationships between people.
[46] dogs or cats are better ?
dogs. i'm scared of cats. black cats.
[47] what makes you happy ?
when she's happy.
[48] will it be a problem to you for having a very big crush on someone ?
yes. and its a bigger problem trying to ask her out.
[49] do u fall in love with someone easily ?
well. i dunno.
[50] have you tried smoking or drinking ?
i mean. do i have a choice. like i can go buy cigarettes. and light it in front of my dad.
[51] do you really really love someone now ?
yes.
[52] do you love yourself ?
yes.
okayy. time to mug history.
/shiwei
[
2/08/2005
|2:18 PM]
jerry me and daryl! orientation'05!
/shiwei
[|2:17 PM]
kang and i! at our erm successful booth
/shiwei
[
2/07/2005
|1:57 AM]
dang, im so bored i cannot sleep. and im smiling i dunno why.
hahah. okayy. saturday was invest meeting. i woke up with a slight fever and my parents din let me go so i slept till 10am. i realized that they had gone out so i decided to sneak out and go for the meeting. behold my passion for council! heh. but soon i felt otherwise.
okayy. i shall just disclose some of the working styles in sust. well in sust, i'm left out, sadly but true. i'm the on always left alone. after every combined meeting, everyone will gather in their small groups and discuss about stuff, and i would always be the one standing at on corner feeling despised, and i'm always the first to leave that place and walk down the driveway to the bus-stop alone, and nobody seems to care and know. just like on saturday, greg and the rest were discussing about invest so i had some comments and i just blurted them out, no one bothered to listen, so i repeated myself but i wasn't heard again. i gave up and just went to get myself an ice-cream. it's just so sad, after one year, theres still nobody and can strike a conversation with. its very pathetic laa. nobody. and im trying to think of some pple that come close to console myself. yida? he just goes wazzup and we start talking about daily life. nicholas? just laming around. lujie? because of the same ep3.. theres really nobody i really know. hahahah. yeahh so invest meeting i felt really ostracised.
and fine i know i mei chu xi. i don't keep to promises, i didn remove the banner. fine. i know i suck as an orientation os. fine with that, i let u throw things at me. nvm, but why must u niao me about not getting in exco, u know how hurt i was. i was literally on the verge of crying. and i didn go for lunch with u guys because i didn dare to hear anymore of such things. i didn get into exco, and thats the cold hard fact, stop asking why.
argh. frankly, i'm really just waiting for 2006 to come, the year where we can form parties and run for elections. and i tell you, i'm gonna come back. i know lots of pple have been laughing behind my back, it's okayy i tell u. it's okay.
okayy hahah. time to disturb people! ABNORMAL. =D
/shiwei
[
2/02/2005
|11:32 PM]
wow. i think februrary is really a bad month for me.
the first two nights of feb was all but joy. in fact i spent the two nights crying. the first night was sort of a misunderstanding, but thanks to your motivation (wrong frequency but i still got it in the end), i have once again stood up and prove myself worthy! =D okayy today was real crap, during assembly the students union got bombed. hahh. thats human beings for uu, fuck u all. the chinese high school students union have done so much for you guys, and because of two mistakes, you criticize us till as if we came and destroyed your life. okayy, u say that we are snatching all your leadership roles, only councillors get to organize events. well go home and squat beside the dustbin, cause opportunities should be made, not given. why not we change the whole system. let's revert back to the prefectorial board system, the so-called "student leaders" will now stand outside the front gate and record down late-comers, and for events like chinese new year, we are in charge of carrying the tables and chairs, and yahh u will have the honour of organizing these events! feasible idea right, join the prefectorial board!
plese lor, whether its aphelion council, proed council, ortus council, icouncil or even sust, i can vouch that all 150+ counciilors have dedicated their heart and soul to the union. and its definitely not because of the badge. if it was, then those events will be screwed. so please, its because we want to serve the school, to serve the student population that we want to be a councillor. look, i've said this lots of times to the sec 1s during orientation.
why do my organizing team spend 2 months wrecking their brains over this 3 day event? is it because we are too free? look we can choose not to care, the sec ones can go rot in this school for all i care, but why do we still have orientation? why do we mobilize 40 councillors to become buddies to so called instill the hwa chong spirit in them?
and why do the union stay overnight in school on the night before track and field just to make sure we're the first to reach the stadium to book seats for YOU people and the banners? and if it weren't for YOU, would we even went to discuss with cedar girls' when they somehow took the seats meant for YOU? yes i admit, the nanyang hui jia thing is indeed wrong, and we've apologized. but why do human beings just look at the superficial stuff? do u even have an idea on how much time is taken to hang that bloody banner last year during csm. we had to bother the scouts to build the struuctures till 2am that day. and we had to arrive in school at 6am, earlier than all of you for a briefing.
so go fuck your balls if you think the union sucks. cause im telling you that without union, you don't have a life. and this is what i learnt, from the countless late nights, the countless rejected proposals, the countless blastings yet i emerge a better person. it is through these mistakes that you learn, it is through these events where you get to know more people, and it is through union where you know that council mates are always there for you. that's union for you, im sure the ny councillors or ri prefects couldn help but agree too.
so all those immature freaks, fuck off.
[edited] ok i quoted one post from a hci guy. see why im so pissed.
I also raise four legs to support the abolition of student union, this school is obviously biased towards the union, and basically most of the councillers get to experience much more than the rest.
However, what makes me boiling is that the rest of us have almost no say in the actions of student union. The only thing we get to participate is the voting system, but so what! As there are only four electors, even someone who loses the vote can become a vice-chairman or secretary, the power is still within the union and not with us. The different discussion sessions are simply useless and unfeasible, as I do not really see much effect from them. These so call interaction session are simply chances for those "badges" to come and boast their so call achievements, for example about some counciller summit. For the rest of the students, I believe that nobody will really care.
Well, as the term "servant leader" implies, leaders are also servants! But I feel that this is not the case in our school. These servants are simply to proud to listen to their master, and they are just self-operational, not caring anything about our feelings or suggestions. This give me the feeling of being neglected and looked down by these slaves!
Napoleon has once said "Every French soldier carries a marshal's baton in his backpack", I believe that that every Hwachong boy can be a leader. thus there is no right for the Student union to take charge of everything and play us like puppets! thus let us roar our anger, and let the world know that the student union should be abolish.
It is so that one day we can all join hand can sing together the old negro song, "Oh god, we are free, we are finally free!"
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/shiwei
